night o' balloons and jamey....

stolen Sunny Shokrae photos...thanks! ;)

run in's

Went out last night and I ran into a few friends and acquaintances that I haven't seen in a really long time. One is a girl I know from Hawaii, social acquaintances since we were like 16, then Mac's friends ex-girlfriend who I haven't seen for almost a year, and my old friend Courtney who was DJing one of the parties we went to. It was kinda crazy, but it made me realize that I really need to rekindle these friendships and start hanging out with them again. I miss it. I've been so locked in my little world, and circle of friends, I have neglected to acknowledge these old friends. I am interested in what's going on with them, so much has changed in the last year, so it would be nice to catch up, and that's what I am going to do. I got their numbers and plan on making it happen. ohh friends.....

can i live here...

secluded....looks like it feels so good.

it must stop....

This on and off rain has been going on for so long, it really just needs to end. it's not helping anyones mood. no one is shopping or enjoying their days. I am off tomorrow, and hoping the sun sneaks out for a little fun. Please?!!

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ok people.?....

Daria...

best...















Daria Werbowy by Inez & Vinoodh, Vogue Paris May 2009

LA...

Immediately after arriving at the airport, we went to Curry House in Little Tokyo, and as we were leaving, this was flying high up in the air....a pair of Hammer Pants..



first night dinner at Furaibo..





night out,...kinda.



half ass night out....



Korean BBQ...



lunch....





The pool I wish I could have swim in,...gloomy weather did not permit...



Rose Bowl..no, I did not buy that hat.



Thanks Ron and Leila for the good times.

who remembers friendster?

took SEVERAL tries to log into my friendster account, but i finally figured out my name and password. leila and i were perusing our "testimonials" and here is one she sent me....

when i first met ren, she was dancing
to house in our garage. i
thought "god this girl is LOUD!" i
heard her laughing from our room. went
outside to check, and i thought she
hotwired my car and drove it up the
driveway. we always end up with
similar looking autos. g-ride honda
hatch, toyota, silver 03's. tantalus
massages, and holidays at the beach.
she's always down to chill, bowl, or
get crazy. poisoned to the death,
breaker of so many hearts. it's good
to know there are few people you can
act yourself around and feel
comfortable doing so. oh and she
dances oh so well. hot stuff--daily
DOSE of fun is what she is. fire
cheetos and awkward moments on the
beach. sneaky sneaky ;)

I heart inside jokes.

P.S. I doubt I was dancing to house in the garage, I was probably LAUGHING and the boys who were. However, i was/am the loud laugher she claims.

I found so many sweet testimonials, it made me realize, I was a much sweeter, friendlier person back then...i think. according to these little notes from old friends and aquaintances. the pictures are hilarious too. i only have like 5 up, but i pretty much look the same from like 6 years ago. crazy.

This one is from a guy i no longer know, and didn't know very well then....

Ren will track you down through a crowd
just to say hi and give you a hug...if
more people did that well...then you'd
have more people tracking each other
down, giving each other hugs i
suppose. This girl has been nothing
but amazingly nice to me ever since i
met her and well...that's a good thing
kids. Get to know this one, she's a
catch.

I must have been so nice then. what happened? hahahahaha. i try.

me to leila...

bioootchh! this chick is hot, hot, hot.
beautiful, talented, intelligent, funny
as hell and just fun to be around. we
could talk sh.it all fu.ckin day and
never get bored. she is one of my
oldest girlfriends, and someone that
i can just really be myself around. i
wish i could rhyme like you topic
"shundaground"!!

hahahahahaha. man, we were cheesy. but it's all true. honesty is great.

?

"no more depressing blog posts"

i'll try.

i miss the vaca...

I wish i could lay at the pool, go shopping, eat out, hang out, chill, sleep, talk, do nothing.....

vacations are so nice, but when they end, they end.

rewind the times....

New ring from Sirens and Sailors.

the emo life...

must end.

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Daria Werbowy

My fave model of now....





I've seen her a couple times in real life, and she is so different that she portrays in photos, and that's what I love about her.

i want to feel the way these images look....

yes you are...

been roaming the interweb, as i like to call it...finding blogs and images....bored, stuffed up and tired. blogging all day, why not?

john lennon- yoko ono....

John about Yoko:

Interviewer: Why can’t you be alone without Yoko?

John Lennon: But I can be alone without Yoko, but I just have no wish to be. There’s no reason on earth why I should be alone without Yoko. There’s nothing more important than our relationship, nothing. And we dig being together all the time. Both of us could survive apart but what for? I’m not going to sacrifice love, real love for any whore or any friend or any business, because in the end you’re alone at night and neither of us want to be. And you can’t fill a bed with groupies. It doesn’t work. I don’t want to be a swinger. I’ve been through it all and nothing works better than to have someone you love hold you.

Really? Is that really how he felt? Who says that kind of stuff? It's so intense, like in a dream. Unreal.

so good....

hearts....

this is me...

overwhelmingly....

via leilers

so emo.

another bday celebration for Ly...

about 8 of us walked 6 bundles of balloons over to Maracuja and sang "happy birthday" to Mike while he was bartending, as if it was his bday. what else do you do when you walk into a bar with 40 of balloons? it was awesome. wasted by 11 and kept going. Happy birthday Ly, for the last time (this year).